change

Have you ever missed someone so much but you can’t say it because it’s not allowed?
Not allowed. Is it because of pride? I guess. I’ve been rejected by this guy a million times over and with the little self-value I have right now, would I even think twice to spend all that to tell him how much I miss him? I remember my cousin saying “do what you have to do even if it means pushing everything till there’s nothing more in you”. So easy to say but so very hard to do. So ideal and inspiring but in the real world, it doesn’t work that way that easy.